I'm feeling freaking sad now, tears is rolling around my eyes will flows down anytime.
"Think carefully with every memories the three of us have,the moments where we played, laughed, went out, trips and etc"
But everything single things on this earth will have it's starting point and it's ending point.
NO USE blaming yourself, it's won't help any of the matters.
actually I'm treating every single of my friends and even my loves ones, all the same as i treat you. Just that i never show it out. but is gonna be different for someone out there.
you are not within the triangle relationship,THERE IS NO ANY OF THE TRIANGLES RELATIONSHIP!!
you are not the one who make the relationship the worst. I also wants EVERYTHING TO BE BACK TO THE WAY IT IS.But do i ever had a chance?
i'm even not jealous the both of you e relationship! just that how you treated me,should know yourself well."It's always takes to hand to clap." you are treating toward me cold and like i'm not exist. i know you are helping the both of us.
I'm not acting like a kid,as you said i assume people is wrong and not me.you know me for nine months , you should already know me well enough.i don't always complaint you should know.
If you thinks that i have CHANGED!
PLEASE change your thinking, I'm still the same "LOUIS TAN CHING LIANG" that you know for 5years or even months.you sholud know my style as in like to disturb you, but you never angry or what.if you are unhappy the way i disturb you,you should say out and not hide inside your heart.you gave people mistaken that i'm the big bully,
you are the one WHO CHANGED!
In the past,you are not working and you have more times to spend with,
but now you are working whenever I'm free! how am i suppose to ask you out? are you willing to take off every single daily? It's impossible. It's not my attitude machiam don't wants you to call, i know you are talking to me nicely, but just that i have no mood to listen those draggy tone.you know me for years and you should know this. And understand me well.
anyway i will stay strong and live well. but not crying over this matters.
but i believe time will prove everything,
i really cherish those times we had.